Path

It's been an year now

but the stillness is same, somehow

I was alive but was lost

dying slowly, paying the cost

then I went and talked to God

He smiled back and gave a nod

I told him my sufferings

and my heart was yearning

and I heard him back

a visible track

I felt him near

and feared his spear

and prayed on his hand

in a mystic land

it was a new life

I started to see

I knew that moment

Who I meant to be

with open eyes

The things made sense

I fond my way

through the forest once dense

But I gave it all

and took another fall

and it's been an year now

but the stillness is same, somehow

Wishes

And burn in disgrace
for that embrace
and light the cigarette
and pay your filthy debt

And you will cry
the tears will fly
no matter how you try
can't summon the sky

And I know how it felt
the day you knelt
with your shiny belt
and your heart did melt

And alone you are again
with this agonizing pain
some hopes got slain
here and there again...

And my life

And my life
Has long been haunted by stillness
For so long now
That i don't remember living
Even the leaves are ignoring the dance to the winds
Unless they have to fall....
I've tried to run away
But always stopped by this wall

And my life
Asks, What should you wake up for?
to witness the same stillness?
When everydays the same
You find reasons to smile
Look alive for a while
But the stillness comes again
And then the leaves fall....

And my life
Continues to burden me
Till the midnight comes
And i sleep to the whispers
Then i wake up again
And my life is the same....
Except
All the leaves which had to fall..
have....
Fallen........

Despair

Help me God please end this pain
Whatever I do it's all in vain
My wishes my hopes all but slain
I need some help to stand again...

All seems lost, even the hope
never ending depressing slope

strangling me this thorny rope

this misery I can barely cope...

but sometimes the light makes way

and I can breathe and hopes stay

but again i feel like rotting clay

Oh end my life God, that's all I pray...

Dark

He was standing midst the crowd
Wearing dull, black shroud

Something was terribly wrong,
staring him a million eyes
cold and sad he was strong,
holding In heart, a million cries

And he was silent, standing still
Each moment, was killing his will

Something inside, wasn't right
and he didn't wish
approaching fast, a black night
they begged, but he didn't wish

Laughter, Smile, things of past
Black shadows, miles vast

Something was watching him
he turned back and gave a stare
a distant being, so cold so grim
he turned back and saw a hare

And Each moment became still
so still, so very still
like the distant grey hill

He, too was as still as dead
The will to live, was long dead
Standing was a figure instead
With eyes, a little red...

Haste

Broken Windows, Broken Lights
Little men full of fright

Hollow dreams, Hollow Nights
Most I forget, empty fights

Some wishes, empty hope
Little children, full of dope

Crazy society, blur vision
Justice's case, pending decision

Plenty of Food, no one merry
Waiting and Waiting, western ferry

Wooden Bridge, many cars
Ill choices, Scars and Scars

Rain

And once again came the rain
Washing away my heart's stain
And some wounds from her dart
Inducing random greenish art

The Garden became clean and Green
Happy again once lonely Queen
Winds of change from East to West
Talking clouds coming to rest

Thunder and Thor, started talking
Time like always running and clocking

Thanks a Million to one Creator
Washing earth, and
Making trees...
Greater.